[2021] lost tarkov account

so i made a tarkov account a few months back and only played for a bit. I used a gmail that i had only just made for the account. I fully formatted my pc and forgot it deletes any gmails i have logged into google. I hadnt played tarkov so i forgot about the gmail and now cant remember it to get on my account. I tried everything i thoguht it was but says email not found and i have nothing set for recovery on gmail. Only thing i remember is the in game name and the password to the email. Any way i could find a email associated with a in game name? Ive reached out to bsg but havent gotten any response.