Enjoying the game actually

Been playing League since Kha Zix was on login menu and last 2 years I player on and off, mostly 2-3 games per week and recently I found myself playing more and enjoying it. And this comes from a guy who has 13 accounts perma banned lvl 30 and higher but in the last year or so I just dont get closely triggered as before, dont care about others making mistakes and find myself happier playing.

I dont know if this is something I learned cuz I cared so much before or I just matured enough.

Anyone has similar experience?