[2020] I'm nervous because of this silence

I was expecting a blog about closed beta, I'm constantly checking reddit and their twitter. I think if it was going to be early April, we would know by now. It seems people claiming it'll be late April and just 1 month of closed beta are right. Just out of reach, drives me mad, lol. I hope I can get in for alpha, even tho the chance of that happening seems dull atm.