[2019] My mom is sick.

My mom has been sick for a long time. My mom hasn’t been the woman I grew up with for a long time. She’s in the hospital and her sickness is finally taking over. My mom turned to alcohol after my parents divorce when I was 14 and never seemed to be the same woman. She always carried around demons with her everywhere she went..but what I remember of my mom is that she was the nicest woman you could ever meet. She cared more about the people around her than she ever did herself.

Anyway I just wanna say that even though I’ve been ready for the alcohol to kill my mother for 10 years it still isn’t easy. She didn’t even recognize me when i saw her in the hospital and thought I was my father (who she hasn’t seen in 10 years) due to insanely high ammonia levels.

RuneScape has helped me thru some of the darkest times of my whole life. I love this game so much and it has really helped me take my mind off things that are troubling me throughout my entire childhood and young adult life.

JaGex, thank you for creating OSRS. I hope to enjoy this game for many years to come.

Edit: Thanks everybody for all the support. I wish I could reply to all your comments but I have my children to look after. Taking the moment to comment and wish me well means a lot to me. It’s definitely not easy, but it’ll get better with time.

Thank you all again. <3

YNWA.

Edit2: WOW. Thank you for the Gold. I really wasn’t expecting this to blow up in any way. I just needed to get some of my thoughts out of my head. I love all of you. Thank you for helping me heal. ❤️❤️❤️

UPDATE: I know nobody will probably read this anymore but I wanted to, again, get it off my chest. We decided to put my mother into hospice care. They say she has days to live. Lately it’s even getting hard to even keep my mind off of it. I’m constantly sick to my stomach. I wanna go back to work but I don’t even wanna leave my house. I didn’t think this would be so hard...