Mods feel free to delete if this isn't the place, just wanted to update everyone who gave such kind words and even the few who didn't have nice words.
Just got back from the eye doctor, turns out I have a tumor in there. Ocular melanoma they figure. With any luck that's exactly it and it's the primary one. Radiation will probably start within a couple of weeks. If all goes well it will only be a week of treatment. Even if successful I still may lose vision in the eye, or it might have to be removed if it is too advanced, guess we will find out
To my random guardian angels, you may have saved my life not once, but twice. I will forever be in your debt.