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On Friday 20th July 2018, we received a sad news that our fellow Warframe clan mate Agungzilla has passed away unfortunately by suicide.
This post serves as a tribute to him, and also as a suicide awareness and prevention post.
It is extremely saddening to all of us and our condolences go out to the friends and family in this difficult time.
We had an ingame/ offline memorial in our warframe clan dojo. He was also in Elder Scroll Online (ESO)guild, members from Elder scroll online community came to pay their final respect as well.
Agungzilla was an active player in both Warframe and ESO, his selfless act of helping anyone ingame was very well known to many, even though he was a newbie himself.
He even made it to our clan's own "Hall of Fame" / Community Spotlight. This was his interview:
Share us a few things about the man behind the keyboard :D
Asl? 21 m indonesia Studying in uni My blood type is B, altho i'm not too sure, that's what my mum told me when i was a kid.Single and unmarried with no kids as far as i know. I like traveling, playing games, reading chinese novel, watching movies or some random videos. Just a typical guy u would find on the street :))```
What is your favorite part / activity in the game?
Afk, like really, this was one of the main reason i play this game, you can multitask a lot :) Or maybe like sitting in maroo's bazar or clan dojo, chilling to some music and browsing in other monitor, while scrolling the trading chat, coz you know, a pleb need to make a living too XD. I really do enjoy buying stuff only to sell it again, and at other times i like grinding or farming for things that's a bit harder to get, just for the day when u finally finished farming it, only to look back and smile at those times where u rage and curse rng and quit :))
What is your favorite snack while gaming? So many snacks, and sometimes it depends on the mood, wallet quality, time of the day, time of the month, horoscope, fengshui, etc. But generally i just like drinking some coffee or tea or milk, or just went to mini market nearby and somehow wondering how did i just spend 10 dollars for random snacks i can't even remember
How would you describe us (TRON) with 3 words?
Cycron best weapon
Anything you would like us as a clan focus more on/improve?
The clan is already really great imo, especially the raid bus and ingame help, that helps me tons of times, especially when i just started playing warframe, props to those dedicated driver n helper XD I haven't been in the clan for long, but if i would to suggest an improvement, that would be for the clannies, to be more socially active at least when playing, especially the new member, because u know the more the merrier :)
This was his ingame selfie for the clan's community spotlight
Our memorial night/ eulogies/tribute night for him :
A total of 57 people showed up in the voice chat ( from both ESO and Warframe Guild)
Imgur Photo Albums: https://imgur.com/a/UQdSQGk
Full video of the night ( from ESO perspective)
Part of the video of the night( From Warframe perspective)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MuhzxA5sN6c
I will be updating this post with 1 fully edited video(with discord screenshots, text eulogies / farewells,all the rest of ingame photos ) in the comment section. Stay tuned!
Good night, Agungzilla (1996-2018). Gone but not forgotten.
I am also begging everyone and anyone that if you are having any mental health issues or if you're having any problems or suffering in silence , please reach out to someone, or call a suicide prevention hotline.
To anyone else reading the post, it might seem funny to tell someone to "kill yourself" as a meme, but suicide is not something to joke about and never will be.
24/7/2018 edit:
I want to thank everyone for their tremendous support and positive comments.
Few things to clarify here, we do not want any “internet points” by posting this to the reddit.
Our pure intention is to pay a tribute for our clan mate, a fellow warframe player who unfortunately took his own life and was suffering in silence, as well as raising awareness about suicide, since depression is something that is largely ignored/mostly laughed at, in gaming community.
This is also part of our healing and grieving process to give us some closure. Maybe my original post did not have a lengthy inspirational words / essay or did not do a good job on raising suicide awareness but know that our intention is to have people reach out if they need help, and there will be so many who will mourn for you, if you choose to end your life. Suicide is not an answer to end suffering, it is just a permanent end to a temporary problem.
Trust me, people care.
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