[2020] The other day I made a thread about the voice acting.

the dev that responded was very nice to me, despite the fact that i'd just called him and his friends abysmal as voice actors. i was having a garbage day (now a garbage week+) and it showed through my writing here, and other social medias as well.

i didn't intend to, but i used "i won't sugarcoat" as an excuse to be as rude as possible. it didn't occur to me that the voices could be a placeholder and it didn't occur to me that the owners of the voices would see my "feedback", so i thought "well, whatever."

obviously, i was wrong, and at least one of the vas saw what i said. i was informed that the dev team voiced the npcs temporarily and that it would be changed eventually.

i can't really accurately express how i felt but i can try. i was embarrassed, ashamed, and felt like a toxic dingus. i honestly don't like hurting feelings or acting toxic, and after taking a minute to go back and re-read my op, i realized that i basically made myself look like a giant garbage person with no real valid feedback to give, i basically acted like the people i dislike.

i was in a horrible mood, but that 100% doesn't justify how i worded the op/expressed my opinion. the placeholder voices are actually not as bad as i expressed. i was exaggerating, as i usually do when i'm upset.

i really just want to say i'm sorry and that i won't make anymore threads like that. it doesn't make me feel good to be toxic and nonconstructive when i criticize something. it also doesn't make me feel good to know i probably hurt someone's feelings as a result of my actions. i don't like being mean and i'm so, so sorry.