I still don't like the fight. I understand the basic mechanics and I beat him last league and this league, but it's still the most frustrating bullshit fight in the game.
When fighting uber elder I never rage because all deaths feel like they are my fault for doing something wrong and I always know what to look out for next time.
In the awakener fight every death seems unfair. Get teleported and smahsed into the face, being forced to walk into degen zones, get insta killed from above without warning, exit the labyrinth and trigger the meteor just to move your mouse too close to the labyrinth edge and have auto pathing make you go back inside, not being able to see him when he is on the opposite side of the gigantic quadruppel spinning death beam and have him one shot you from off screen because you decide to dash the wrong way....
This boss feels more like playing a pixel dodge game than an arpg