[2020] i dont even want to play this game, i am addicted

i dont even get fun when i win. its just i dont know. i have been playing this game since season 2, for 2 years i get tilted sooo easy. i play this game for win. but when i see some people cant even do MOST BASIC things. it just freaks me out. like people who refuses to def jungle, using ward, not buying blue trinket i am dont get it. i know plat 2 isnt the best elo, i know but its like top %3/4. i JUST dont get why would you stay undertower man. i mean you might click your lane and go afk for smth thats reasonable. but this dudes intentionally standing under tower and spamming emote or smth. when i see smth like that i dont even play anymore. i ve become SO TOXIC for like 2 months. i dont even play to win when i see people refusing to doing some most basic sh*t. i just troll, flame, go afk. this quarantine thingy sucks.

i just wanted to talk about my feelings