TL;DR: Permanently muted 10 years ago for being a degenerate. 100% deserved at the time. Carried into osrs ironman as a shadowmute. Didn't realize until fairly late. Asking for amnesty because no longer the same idiot moron kid. RSN: Gigantium
I used to play runescape up until around 2017 (rs3) when I finally decided to quit. I had two accounts which were my main and an f2p range pure (the account in question) that I rarely went on as I played my main more. On the main I had tried oldschool when it came out and played maybe 10 hours but ultimately decided I really didn't want to start over again.
Now for a couple years I have really been enjoying osrs youtube series and was finally inspired to start playing when 117 HD came out. I still don't like starting over since I had done a lot of this before, but in my mind the idea of playing ironman along with playing in HD sounded like a different enough experience to warrant a new journey. I log in to my main account in osrs and realize I have played on it before so it could not become an ironman. So I just use my other account. It's from actual 2007 too so it added to the nostalgia.
Fast forward to the end of my first month of osrs membership. I am doing the shield of arrav quest and join the FC to find a partner. Everyone is looking for a phoenix gang member so I was in luck. For about 15 minutes I get increasingly frustrated as nobody responds to me and it hits me. Oh yeah.. wasn't this account muted? I go to my account page on the site and confirm that I was permanently muted (unappealable). But then why was I able to type? Turns out that mutes in osrs are shadowmutes, where you can chat normally but nothing gets through to others. At this point I realize I had been chatting with players that couldn't see my text for almost a month.
Telling someone that they have a cool username or fashionscape. Gzing a level up. Responding to someones compliment on my gear choice
Third month of membership and 26m xp in at this point. Maybe I should have started over as soon as I found out but I figured I am an ironman and I don't need to chat with others, so I just kept playing. This thought process was heavy copium however, since every time I encounter player interaction I get very saddened that I am unable to participate or respond. Feels like I have exhausted other options now and just want to know whether or not to stay hopeful that I could get unmuted. Will likely continue playing casually regardless of the outcome.
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