[2020] Playing as fodder is just not fun...

Every game , Every mode , At Every hour of the day.. I get killed by lvl 45-70+ players instantly , and instantly means literally I see them and die , 3 riot-one shots , 1 sniper/mammoth headshot and gone.

Playing as the fodder that a twitch streamer gets 30+ kills off of..is not fun.

I like this game and I KNOW I just need to git gud because it has a high skill floor , but frankly I just cant do that without practice and I cant practice if I get clapped and anal-y raped the moment I get into a fight.. Training mode can only take you so far..

Add that with the game performance issues Ive been having , I played this game for 8 hours now and I faced at least 20 crashes , So many freezes in match too , my framerate is 105+ and yet the game sometimes (Mostly when I get near other players) just freezes for some seconds.

Guess I will just wait for now and hope the game gets better with time , Its a great game held back by a lot of unfortunate issues.