[2022] [deleted by user]

  My apex is updating on steam , don't know why but I want to rant in the time that the game is updating.  

 Found out that I have  brain tumor 3 weeks ago and it is /7 level , Doctor said I could extend my life time to 12 month to 15 month if I do treatment and medicine on time . But just few hours ago ,  I went to hospital to cancel my further treatment and medicine bills after discussing with my mother because we  simply couldn't afford it and taking those nitrosourea medicine is killing me mentally . Although Doctor was strongly persuade me  to not cancel it but I think the money is better on my  infant  sister. Welp roughly 3 more month to live. if I am lucky enough. 

  Talking back to Apex Legend  , Although the game is  

not perfect but it bring the most joy to me when ever I hop on, I enjoy every map and every legend , I met a lot of friend in over 2 years of playing , the community is nice and the dev listen back is super cool as well.

   Respawn just announced the ALGS lan as well , I wish I could live until then but unfortunately  I might not able to watch it. Although Apex tournament prizepool is quite low compared to others games but it is the most fun for me , I watch every region and I like watching NA most even though I am from Asia because of how many dramas they have in NA haha..

    Last thing I wanna ask , is there any way to have more fps in game,  I have turn everything to lowest and the max fps I have is 60 and it drops to 40 when there is

teamfighting, I tried everything followed on internet but seems doesn't work. I planned to upgrade my pc just before I know I got tumor so the money went on the medicine. Just wanna try a smooth Apex legend game play before I die .

Thankyou for wasting so much time here,  I wish you and your loved one the best and I hope you win the next 10 games as well .  
Thankyou