I just need to get good :) I truly enjoy PVP in it's current state. I just hate getting way outplayed every fight due to being "new" to the scene. I always end up getting on ready to pk, end up dying 4-5 fights in a row, then getting off of the account for a couple weeks lol.
That's fair - if you didn't have time to check out the last one, the upcoming (second) LMS beta will be a great place to practice without paying for gear and supplies. Same will be true when it's in the live game.